s soon as she opened her mouth, Qiao Shunchen's phone rang, cutting her off. 。The phone was closer to Qin Jingwen, she reached out and handed it to Qiao Shunchen. 。Qiao Shunchen looked at the caller...Qiao Shunchen was overwhelmed with emotion. He was agitated, his head ached, and memories of his most painful experience flooded back. Unable to control himself, his voice trembled with anger mixed with resentment.
He continued speaking.
“I also want to let go of this grudge, I also want to forget everything, but I can’t. I always remember the look on my mother's face when she died. Not only do I hate him, I hate that woman too. If her family hadn't shielded her, letting me scold and beat her so I could vent my anger, she wouldn't have jumped to her death.”
Only now did Qin Jingwen realize the depth of his hatred, a bitterness that extended beyond his father and the woman. Even her family had become enemies in his eyes.
Qin Jingwen kept silent, she only reached out to grab Qiao Shunchen's arm and pulled him back down onto the bed again, continuing to massage him.
"Now I don't know how to advise you. If you think your hate can comfort you, then keep hating."
Qin Jingwen had nothing to say. Qiao Shunchen's resentment was too deep, just like Song Yien, he placed hate above all else. No matter how earnestly she tried to reason with him, he wouldn't listen.
“I don't want to hate them, they forced me. Why didn't they consider my and my sister's feelings back then Why did they have to hurt us”
"My sister and I didn't do anything wrong, why should we have to bear the consequences"
"...."
Joe Shunchen seemed to be struggling, his voice getting quieter and weaker until Qin Jingwen heard the even breaths.
Qin Jingwen knew Qiao Shunchen's head didn't hurt that badly, he must have fallen asleep from exhaustion after being tortured.
"Joe Shunchen, Joe Shunchen, don't you find what you just said familiar Half Moon said the same things to you. Don't you worry that when they grow up, they'll ask you the same questions"
Qin Jingwen spoke in a hushed voice, wanting Qiao Shunchen to hear, yet fearing he would.
That's what he told Qiao Shunchen, but he didn't know if he took it to heart.
Qin Jingwen just stared at Qiao Shunchen, at that face she thought about every day. Suddenly, Qin Jingwen felt that she also had many people to hate, but the hatred in her life was the most insignificant thing. She wouldn't let hatred affect her already bad life.
Qin Jingwen's legs went numb. She stretched out her body and grabbed a pillow. Then she let Qiao Shunchen lie on the pillow and got up herself.
She stood by the bed for a while before turning off the bedroom lights, leaving only a dim bedside lamp.
She walked to the window again and pulled the curtains shut. When only a sliver of light remained, she stopped her movements and stood there, gazing out.
When she was trying to conceive here, Qiao Shunchen would always stand there, watching his tall and straight back through the gap in the curtains every time he left.
Now that she finally saw him in his entirety, it pained her heart.
Everything here is the same, even the curtains haven't been changed, but my mood is completely different.
Having pulled the curtains, Qin Jingwen walked to the bed and sat beside Qiao Shunchen. She felt that she could never get enough of looking at this cold face.
But not being enough isn't his either, lingering will only make himself hurt deeper.
Qiao Shunchen finally spoke his mind, but Qin Jingwen felt she couldn't help at all. Agreeing to help Qiao Yu reconcile with her father seemed impossible as well.
Maybe Qiao Shunchen would listen to Ye Wen's advice, after all, she is the one he loves.
Memories of Ye Wen kept swirling in Qin Jingwen's heart. No matter if Ye Wen had ever been here before, this was her man's place after all.
Thinking this, Qin Jingwen got up. Her mission was complete; she had heard Qiao Shunchen's words, and it was time for her to leave.
I gently opened the drawer to find my car keys, but discovered that none were there.
She wanted to leave but had no car, so the only way was to walk down the mountain.
Qin Jingwen turned her head and glanced at Qiao Shunchen one last time before opening the door and leaving the bedroom.
Stepping out of the villa into the courtyard, Qin Jingwen felt a gust of cold wind and realized she was dressed too lightly. But now if she went back to get her clothes, she would definitely wake Qiao Shunchen up.
Finally decided to walk down the hill like that, after a while it wouldn't be cold anymore.
However, just as she took another step forward, Qiao Shunchen suddenly pushed the door open.
"Qin Jingwen..."
A roar stopped Qin Jingwen in her tracks. She turned around, just about to speak, when Qiao Shunchen rushed over and hugged her tightly.
"Are you crazy It's so late, the weather is so cold, your body just recovered a little bit, and you want to go back to the hospital"
Jo Shunchen roared his question, but only he knew that he was worried about Qin Jingwen.
When he was sound asleep and wanted to hold Qin Jingwen's hand, he was disappointed not to touch that soft hand, and immediately rolled over and got out of bed.
Qin Jingwen didn't go to the bathroom or the dressing room, and Qiao Shunchen knew she must have left. He pulled open the curtains and looked out. Fortunately, Qin Jingwen hadn't walked out of the yard yet.
That heart suspended in mid-air, the moment it saw Qin Jingwen, felt as warm and grounded as if it had found its home.
"I should go home now, you're all better now, I…"
Qin Jingwen was still held in a warm embrace. In the cold wind, his embrace felt like a warm quilt, making her reluctant to leave.
"Whoever said I'm better, my head still hurts."
Qiao Shunchen couldn't find a reason to keep Qin Jingwen, so he could only say it so shamelessly.
"Go back with me, Song Xinzhe will make arrangements at your place."
After Qiao Shunchen finished speaking, he didn't let go of Qin Jingwen. Instead, he directly lifted her up horizontally and turned back into the house.
"You..."
Qin Jingwen was speechless. Where did Qiao Shunchen's forceful energy come from He didn't look like he had a headache at all.
"Let me go, I can walk by myself."
While Qin Jingwen was speaking, Qiao Shunchen had already walked up the stairs.
"Let you go, and you'll just walk away from here. You stupid woman, do you have any idea how dangerous it is to leave here"
Jiō Shùn chén thought back to the day Qín Jìng wēn fainted. If she had fainted without a single person around, she would have really been finished.
"I couldn't find my car keys, so I..."
Qin Jingwen tried to explain, but Qiao Shunchen didn't give him a chance.
"No car keys, so you just walk Where did you get the guts to be so stubborn"
After finishing his words, Qiao Shunchen kicked open the bedroom door and placed Qin Jingwen on the bed. He then thoughtfully tucked her in with a blanket.
"You're not going back tonight, you'll sleep here."
After Qiao Shunchen said that in a commanding tone, he crawled into the bed and lay down himself.
"I... I can sleep here, you go sleep in the other room."
Qin Jingwen's heart began to beat wildly the moment Qiao Shunchen lay down. If Qiao Shunchen didn't leave, her frantic heartbeat wouldn't stop, and there was no way she could fall asleep.
"I won't leave, I'll just lie here."
Joe Shunchen, still half-drunk, pouted and whined.
Then, to everyone's even greater surprise, he actually embraced Qin Jingwen in his arms.
"You…"
Qin Jingwen reached out to push Qiao Shunchen away, wanting to speak and tell him to stay away from her. But before she could even utter a word, Qiao Shunchen covered her mouth.
"Hmm..."
Qin Jingwen protested with her voice, but it seemed to be of no use.
Her heart was a tangled mess of complex emotions at this moment.
He and Joe Shunchen shouldn't be doing this. The distance between them doesn't allow them to do this. This kind of them is immoral and will be gossiped about.
Jiao Shunchen's kiss was not firm either. He knew it would hurt Qin Jingwen, he knew there was still Ye Wen, but he thought of Qin Jingwen for a long time. He missed her lips, missed her body, and missed the faint fragrance on her body.
It was his uncontrolled desire, he should have stopped immediately. But once he kissed him, he couldn't let go, he wanted to throw all those messy things aside.
This kiss grew increasingly passionate, increasingly uncontrollable. It was their how manyth time together, he had lost count, but his passion remained undimmed, his love as fervent as ever.
The kiss finally stopped just before Qin Jingwen was suffocated. Both of them were gasping for breath, Qiao Shunchen's lips still pressed against Qin Jingwen's forehead, his breath something Qin Jingwen could clearly feel.
"We can't do that, and neither can you..."
"You can't treat me like this," Qin Jingwen only said half a sentence before being interrupted by Qiao Shunchen's low, magnetic voice.
"Wenwen, I miss you, and I want you."
Jo Shunchen had thought for a long time, never forgetting the feeling of having Qin Jingwen. On the contrary, he missed her more and more, to the point that he was fed up with Ye Wen's touch.
"I... you know I love you, it's hard for me to forget you doing this. Qiao Shunchen, don't take advantage of my love for you and treat me so carelessly. You have Ye Wen, I'm just a passing fancy to you, I..."
Qin Jingwen's heart felt wronged. Qiao Shunchen was taking advantage of her love for him, treating her so casually.
She now regrets it, regrets having bared her heart to him.
"This isn't a spur-of-the-moment thing, I'm serious. And I don't treat you this way just because you love me. Wen, ever since Ye Wen came back, both she and I have treated each other with respect. I haven't touched any other women."
"Except for you, I have no interest in any other woman."
Jo Shunchen couldn't tell Qin Jingwen his feelings directly, but his heart was always with her.
He held Qin Jingwen tightly, his lips still pressed against her forehead. He could clearly feel Qin Jingwen's frantic heartbeat, and that feeling of heart to heart collision was what he desired.
Qin Jingwen raised her head in disbelief. She wanted to see if there was a lie in Qiao Shunchen's eyes, to probe whether what he said was true.
Just as she looked up, Qiao Shunchen couldn't help but kiss Qin Jingwen again.
This kiss was wilder, more intense, spreading throughout Qin Jingwen's body...
The passionate night at the villa on the mountaintop was just a dream for Qin Jingwen.
From the next morning onwards, Qin Jingwen returned to reality. She knew that even if Qiao Shunchen needed her physically, she was merely a supporting character.
If you want to live a brilliant life, if you want your world to be quiet, then forgetting about Qiao Shunchen's path still needs to continue.
Qin Jingwen went to work and looked after her child as usual. Everything was so busy, yet strangely orderly. But that was a good thing, this regular life meant she wouldn't have to see Qiao Shunchen again.
Qin Jingwen was busy in her own office, suddenly she looked up and saw Yang Jie looking at her. She immediately gave Yang Jie a friendly smile, but Yang Jie's response was a little startled.
Recently, Sister Yang has been like this often. Qin Jingwen doesn't know what's going on, but she's never thought too much about it.the future." 。Grandma said that calling her aunt is the most appropriate way to avoid confusing family seniority. 。"Kou Dan's original intention was to refuse Chi Nian Yi, but who would have thought...